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Do more of what makes you happy
I have three small girls (aged 5, 3 and 1), a busy husband, an untidy house, and never enough hours in the day, but on Saturday I took time out to hang out with a friend I hadn’t seen in ages, and run a very muddy obstacle race through some woods.
Since I’ve become a mum, sport has become my ’thing’. On the rare occasions when I take time off from family life it is to undertake a sporting challenge, normally something like the aforementioned mud run, or an open water swim, sometimes for
And every time the day of the event rolls around I feel guilty. Guilty that I should be spending time with the family, guilty that I’m dominating everyone else’s precious weekend day, guilty that I’ll miss out on time with the children, guilty that I’m relying on someone else (even if that someone is my husband, even if I know he likes to have the girls on his own once in a while, even if he would never, in a million years, do anything to make me feel guilty) to take care of the children. I try to make excuses
But I always end up doing it anyway, and it always ends up leaving me feeling amazing.
But recently, I’ve come to see that as well as being good for me, it’s actually good for our girls too.
Take this weekend. As I was running (*more like limping by this point) through a damp Cornish field, carrying a tyre, I spot my husband and the girls, waiting by a muddy, watery tunnel for us. As soon as they catch site of us, the girls beam with delight and start jumping up
As we reach the finish, they are there again, laughing with excitement as we slide to the finish (it was a waterslide – who doesn’t love a waterslide?) and cheering as we get our medals. They want their photo taken with us, and I can tell they’ve been inspired, not
And it’s not just today either. Earlier in the summer, when I swam the mile long channel
There’s a culture, particularly for women I’d say, to stop having fun and to stop playing once we have children. A culture that says we should be the ones carrying the massive bag of day to day equipment (changes of
And more importantly, that happiness for women isn’t just eating, drinking and spending money – don’t get me wrong, I love doing all of those things (especially the eating.
I’ve noticed my oldest daughter really tries to emulate me when she sees me caught up in something I genuinely enjoy. She watches me drawing sometimes (I do a bit of freelance design and illustration) and later on I’ll see her trying out the same
And it doesn’t have to be sport. It could be music, singing, amateur dramatics, dance, public speaking, gardening, knitting… whatever floats your boat. But there’s something about that moment where you let go and lose yourself in
It’s a massive cliche, probably only because it is true, but when we are happy, our children are happy, and when they’re happy, we’re happy too. So doing more of what makes you happy isn’t selfish. It’s what sets you up for the week of work, school runs, packed lunches and dishwasher emptying. It’s what reminds you of who you were before, and who you still are. It’s the glue that keeps your
So do more of what makes you happy, and try to let them be a part of that too. It’s not selfish. It’s sharing – in the best possible way.