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Surviving the initial stages post separation
I am now around 9 months post separation. I’m not divorced and we have very little (the polite way of saying fuck all) agreed in preparation for legal separation. But I have survived. Not always very well or very gracefully. But survive, I have.
Here are some of my top tips for surviving the
1. Ride your emotional rollercoaster. Hold tight, head up and get ready to experience alllllll the emotions. The anger. The frustration. The confusion. The resentment and bitterness. The relief. The elation. Vent. Cry. Laugh. Scream. Cry some more. Allow yourself time and space to properly feel each and every emotion. There is really no point in pretending these feelings aren’t happening.
2. Get a good counsellor. You can go private but don’t have to. The NHS often has a large waiting list but other options are available. Lone parent Scotland, parenthelpline and Women’s Aid all offer Counselling services for parents experiencing separation. If there’s a waiting list, find a sympathetic friend (or friends) or GP to fill the gap.
3. Avoid confrontation. No one truly enjoys
4. Never reply to texts or emails straight away. You’ll always say something you later regret. Wait 10-15 mins if you can. Or even longer (til you’re no longer seeing
5. Have patience. If at all possible, try to agree with your ex, that no big discussions or decisions will be made in the first few weeks or months post separation. Inevitably someone will have to move out and day to day finances will need rejigged to support that so this will need discussed but other big decisions like selling or keeping the house, dividing savings and pensions can be shelved until emotions are not quite as raw. That
6. Remember NOTHING is forever. Nothing was forever before marriage or separation: it’s no different now, no matter how it feels day to day. Decisions made right now about who lives where and how the children spend their time can be changed in the future. Many times! Feelings will change too. That overwhelming feeling of sadness and helplessness WILL pass. As will the anger. And your children will get through
7. Read this book: The Guide for Separated Parents, Putting Your Children First, by Karen and Nick Woodall. It’s so measured and relevant to almost every parenting situation, not just separation. And it’s an easy read. (This is coming from the slowest reader on the planet!)
8. Find a single mummy (or daddy) friend you can confide in and who will confide back. Maybe a friend of a friend if you’re the only single parent you know
9. Don’t forget about your kids. They are experiencing a huge
10. Have a break. Make sure you plan time to yourself to recharge: rest, laugh, exercise, watch TV, see friends, do a little of what you love. Anything to make you feel human again and ready to fight another day.
11. Make future plans with definite dates. Not things like “when all this is over, I’m going to…” Because who knows when that will be? Things like “ Next
12. Make notes. Every once in a while, write down what’s going on and how you feel. Maybe email it to yourself? And every once in a while, look back at your notes and you’ll see how far you’ve all come. It can be so difficult to see progress when you’re living in the thick of it. Notes and regular/annual events become really effective ways of measuring positive change. (A friend gave me this tip MANY moons ago when I was breastfeeding my first baby. Six months after the birth of her first, and
13. Reclaim your space. Remove upsetting reminders of your marriage/ex from your personal space and replace these with happier ones (either past or present). Be sensitive to your kids’ needs though-they still need to see and feel that the absent parent is part of their past, present and future and family photos are a good way to do that. So
14. Get a good lawyer. Most do a one off “know your rights” type appointment for a lower, fixed fee. Even if the tougher, legal route isn’t the one you want to go down long term, it’s good to get the legal lie of the land and know what is reasonable/legal etc before entering discussions and
15. Build yourself a community. Since separating, I’ve had to rely on my “community” more than ever before. I have a great network of friends but as many as mums of young kids, we are all in the same, sleep-deprived, crazy busy, boat. Step forward neighbours and school mums. My neighbours have stepped in to cover gaps in childcare, to hold a spare key, to get some shopping, to “loan” eggs and milk (see pic for my egg-robbing outfit 🙈) and even to stem the flood (I sobbed while the neighbour in his lovely shoes waded
You’ll notice I haven’t mentioned alcohol. And copious amounts of it. That’s partly because I’m not a big drinker (lack of capacity, tolerance and opportunity) but also because I don’t think alcohol (or other vices like it) are crucial to making it through the early stages. They can certainly help us relax and escape but I always find, they can also make us (me) more tired, more unpredictable, more emotional, and more negative, none of which is ideal at a tough
Good luck. Stay strong. Reach out. Mwah! 😘