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The Next Generation Of The Only Child
It’s not a situation I necessarily need to worry about just yet, but more of a recurring thought.
Allow me to tell you all about it.
I’m an only child. Often, when I inform people of my only child status, I’m met with the comment “Ooooo I bet you were so spoilt growing up”. A sweeping generalisation to say the least, not to mention an incorrect statement too. A look of sympathy might break across their face too. Like it was such a shame for me to not have a brother or
Both of my parents are only children, thus I have a very small family. I’ve obviously never known any different and as I’ve gotten older it’s a set up that doesn’t bother me. You can’t miss what you’ve never had, can you?
Like anything in life, there are pros and cons to being an only child. Was I lonely growing up? No, not really. I always had friends, people to play with, talk to and have fun with. Being ‘sans sibling’ didn’t have a negative effect on me. At least I don’t think it did.
Historically,
Now at the grand old age of 29 and three quarters (yeah, don’t remind me) I’m a Mum to an almost 2 and a half year old. A very proud Mum I must add.
Motherhood hasn’t been the plain sailing journey I naively thought it would be when I got pregnant 3 years ago, however it’s something I very much enjoy now. My son is the love of my
Suffering from post-natal depression and anxiety during the first year or so was hard. It was the toughest, most exhausting and not to mention heart-breaking year of my life. Joy is a word I wouldn’t use to describe my first year as a Mum. In fact the polar opposite would probably best describe how I felt.
However, now that corner has been turned. I’m stronger, happier and the most confident I’ve felt in myself, my capabilities and my life for a long, long time.
Until
I guess in my mind, I would like to have another child when my son starts school in a couple of years. I sort of had it all planned in my head what life might look like in a couple of years’ time being the Mother to 2 children.
Sorted. I thought.
There’s no way I could deal with 2 under 2, or even 2
What I didn’t necessarily bargain for with my future plans was the fact this was very much my own dream. It wasn’t shared by my other half.
I am the only one out of the 2 of us who would like another child.
Right. How am I meant to react to that little bombshell? That’s quite the game changer.
Both myself and especially my partner feel like we ‘dodged a bullet’ for want of a different saying when our son was born. We both knew there was a chance any child of ours would have Haemophilia, a genetic condition that means
When my son was 1 day old, we found out he wasn’t a sufferer from Haemophilia. Amazing news indeed. A great relief.
With this in mind, I’m of the belief this goes some way to explain why my partner has no desire to increase our family. Of course, I totally understand this, however, I make no apologies for how I feel. I feel sad. Really quite sad. I know going through what we went through when
Perhaps his opinion might change in the future. Who knows. Right now, I don’t think it will. Whenever the topic arises he is staunch in his belief. Unmovable in fact!
I tell myself I should be grateful for what I do have. A healthy, gorgeous and intelligent son who I dote on with every fibre of my being.
However, seeing Mums on social media and the like, announcing their impending arrivals and knowing they had their first borns around the same time as me, is sometimes hard.
Believe
It’s just that, thinking there’s a strong possibility I won’t get to hold my own new-born for the first time again does make me feel a little disappointed.
As I’ve previously mentioned, writing is a cathartic process for me. Hence being so candid with this article perhaps.
I’d love to hear from you if this subject is something you’re familiar with. Perhaps you only had one child and wished you had more or maybe you’re an only child
I don’t fear for my son if he stays an only child. There’s nothing to fear in my opinion. However, deep down I know he’d make the most fantastic big brother and I guess I’d like to see how a relationship between siblings evolves, as I have very little knowledge on this myself.
But then, like I said, I can’t miss what I don’t have, can I?
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