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Anxiety….you wily Minx, you.
I hope you’re all doing awesome….well, doing well….well, surviving. As let’s be honest, there are {many} times when we all just feel like the latter. That we are just surviving. Coasting. Work, sleep, work, sleep, cook food, iron, blah blah boring stuff blah….
I’ve had a great few weeks, and I’m telling you this because I genuinely feel great..I kinda feel like I’ve not only got my mojo back, but I feel like I have
So yeeeeaaassss. All is good in said hood right now. Or so I thought. Keeping detail to a minimum, I had a fright of my life a few days ago, waking up in the middle of the night, unable to breathe. Long story short, tests were done, results were clear.
Simple as that.
Although, it’s not, really, is it. If I’m logical about what happened, with all tests being
But nope. No trigger here. I mean, my weeks are always busy, but nothing out of the ordinary. I’ve cut out alcohol for most of Oct, so no excessive drinking, no trauma, no excess stress, nothing. But boom. Here we are at 2am. *Sighs and says FML*.
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I had a conversation
It goes straight back to the stigma of mental health I think, where there seems to be a massive focus on labelling…you’re ”depressed” you have ”anxiety” you suffer with ”mental illness” and while yes, mental illness is
Side note: I remember when I was diagnosed with PND, G was months old, so I had ”suffered” for 9 months, thinking I was just ”bonkers”…the same reasons as above. Once I had finished the PRAMS support sessions, which were amazingly helpful may I add, I was transferred to General Mental Health to be discharged, as
During my one and only appointment with the young, male doctor…I feel this point is important…he said the following to me, and it will stick with me for the rest of my life:
”Miss Pomeroy, how do you feel? If I’m being honest, you don’t look like you’re depressed. Maybe you’re just tired, you know being a new mum with a young baby. It can be very tiring and demanding”.
Whhhoooooooaaaaahhh now sunshine…..
No1. Just because I didn’t look like I was struggling,
No2. I wanted to get out of there ASAP and not go back…which was why it was my only appointment. He undid all the work the PND group had done with me accepting that the previous 9 months were not normal.
No.3 I was FURIOUS. How dare he. The w*nker.
End of side note.
I suppose the point I’m trying to make is that anxiety seems to
Some choose to ignore it. Some choose to cope. Some choose to know it’s there but ignore what it is. Some accept and carry on with life taking the ups and downs.
I suffer. I don’t label it usually, but I have it and I’m ok with it. I’ve accepted it and have my ways of coping. My strategies.
But it’s really opened my eyes in the past few weeks/months/year or so how many people actually
Do you think we’ll ever get to a place where this type of thing doesn’t happen? I don’t. I think there’s so much pressure for people to be strong and to cope and life is 300mph and it doesn’t stop and neither do we and we get tired and fed up and angry at having to try and placate people and keep people happy and people that don’t actually matter but create a big whooo-haaa about stupid things and my god
So if you’re reading this now, please, do me a favour. Put your phone down and just take a minute to breathe. Deeply.
And if you relate to this, start being selfish! Start thinking about you. And start doing what feels good, rather that what you think you should do!
As always I’m super grateful to you for reading my blogs. It’s such a therapeutic hobby for me, having a little type, a little rant. What I
Happy by Fearne Cotton
The Secret by Rhonda Byrne
Until next time everyone. Thank you again for reading & I’d love to know your thoughts. ❤️
XXX