I am a 36 mother if one three year old boy. Drew. I have been married since Dec 2009 to Scott who is a marine engineer, which means he works away from home 4 weeks at a time. Not forgetting my little ship tzu called Maggie. My only female Comrad! I am a full time mummy. Partly due to Scott's Job and mostly because three months aft having Drew I suffered a ruptured anyeursm resulting in a brain haemorrhage. I didn't return to work I have spent the last 3 years recovering and learning to be a mummy. I do however have a degree in education which I passed with first class honours. I received my degree after my haemorrhage. My aim at the time was teacher. That was then, this is now. I decided to write on here as sometimes I feel a bit lost. My son is in nursery now and I'm facing the predicament of "what do I do" if I'm not being a mummy what do I do, I can't return to my previous job. I hope someone reads my words.